Tristan Jonez
Your very own sistergirl navigating through love & life. Let me speak my truth!
Monday, October 7, 2013
I See you.
Tuesday, October 1, 2013
That Moment
I'm back!
Tuesday, May 22, 2012
Currently Reading...
T
Monday, May 21, 2012
Thursday, May 10, 2012
Mother's Day?
While reading facebook today I had to laugh because a 'friend' was complaining about the things she's done for her child but I know personally she hasnt done much. However when she writes these long rants about her life, I most times want to write back and say "who are you fooling?" But I dont. I guess people have to do more to make their lives feel like something. As for me, I will continue to be myself and keep it all the way real as much as I can!
-T
Surprise... Here's a bouquet
My wonderful boyfriend surprised me last night with a bouquet of assorted flowers and they smelled divine! Isnt he amazing? -T
Currently Reading...
In my head, Lauren Conrad is my best friend! Seems scary but I promise you I'm no stalker. I just related to her from her days in reality tv, she was the girl you wanted to succeed. And ever since, I've always tried to support the things she does including reading her books which are really a decent read. Trust me, have I ever steered you wrong?
Wednesday, May 9, 2012
Starting here?
What am I going to do now?I'm not sure If I should delete every posting I made before today simply because that's the past BUT its kinda my 'diary' of the years before. I've always been an open book so I don't personally have anything to hide and If I did I wouldnt write about it. However I do go back and read some of the earlier things written and I'm like is that me? -T
Thursday, April 19, 2012
Psst, Over here.
Can I say I'm back? Not really. I mean Im goin to start out not making any more promises I know I will not be able to keep. So Im just going to say I'll do the best I can with keeping you updated with my life.
School is GREAT! I adore being back in school doing what I love, which is learning. I have such a thirst for knowledge, that to be back in my element is a breath of fresh air. My current classes are Afro Studies 2, Art, Humanity and Literature 2, and Women in Muslim World, Im doing excellent in the first two but the last not so well. And it has nothing to do with my writing, the professor is a douche, so if your not one of her favorites then its whatever for you. I havent decided if I'm going to drop the course or keep it. However If I dont get a grade that I want then its going to drop my GPA so decisions, decisions.
My friendships? eh! Not enough time or 'paper' to get into now but soon.
Well work is def calling my name so let me do the job I get paid for but stick around, I'll make it entertaining.
-T
Friday, July 1, 2011
What goes around. . .
Sometimes im not sure how I should feel. How long should I be upset that things are falling apart? Is there even a time limit? I hate feeling sorry for myself so I give myself a grieving period. However lately the days have been merging into each other so im not sure how much longer my grieving period should last. One thing I can say is im sick, so so so so sick of feeling down and out. I want and need it to be over. I so want to b my happy, go lucky self and sooner than later.
It just sucks to have the feeling that nobody is there for me. Or the few that are don't really want to be there but they just doing it. U know just cuz. If u don't want to be here and be happy and willing then don't do me no favors. I mean it. At the end of the day I will always be ok, im a survivor and I've made it this far on my own so I have no doubts that ill b alright in the long run.
Im just ready to get my happy back.
Friday, June 17, 2011
Happy Dead Beat's Day
Then his birthday is two days later so Im really wondering If I should call. I dont have a problem with him just dont want to be bothered with him u know. Im content with not talking to him. So this phone call isnt like lets be friends, lets work out the problems simply because Ive done that before and he just doesnt give a fuk so I dont feel the need to try again.
Decisions Decisions.
Fun Times
I've been wanting to write for the past week but was too lazy to actually pick up my laptop for more than anything other than indulging in tv shows and movies that I've downloaded who know how long ago. Like today I spent several hours watching season two and three of United States of Tara. Yup just sitting & laying my ass on the couch. Is this what my life has been reduced to? I feel like Im without purpose. I've always been without a plan, just winging it. But now Im feeling like Im just walking around aimlessly.
So much shit is going on. Like If I told u I would feel embarassed. Maybe humilated? Idk Its so fucking frustrated dealing with the shit I have to deal with mostly because its in part because someone (not me) didnt handle their business and do what was needed. Ahhh thats neither here or there, whats done is done. So the motto is keep moving forward right? Then thats what I'll do.
Tuesday, March 15, 2011
Im really feeling like a move is def in order. Opening my Nail Bar has been on my mind lately so Im thinking of going to Miami for a lil while to scout locations as to where I would even put it. I fell in love with MIA a long time ago but I cheated on her with Los Angeles. So maybe now is the time to give her a second chance?
Time will tell.
-TJ
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
Silly You.
Im not giving up on love just giving up on the crap that comes with it. In the past week alone, I've meet a few dudes and ALL of them are full of sh!t. So Im going back to doing me, which includes focusing on ONLY me!
-xoxo