Wednesday, February 16, 2011

Silly You.

I dont understand why humans do the stupid things that they do. I thought I made it perfectly clear that I will not hesitate to delete you. Im not going to tolerate bullish anymore. I dont know what else or how else I can explain myself. Im not going thru the same bull that I went thru with my ex, If thats the case, then I can go and get back with him.

Im not giving up on love just giving up on the crap that comes with it. In the past week alone, I've meet a few dudes and ALL of them are full of sh!t. So Im going back to doing me, which includes focusing on ONLY me!

-xoxo

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Post Valentine's Day

Now that the celebration is over we can actually have a conversation, and you'll pay attention. I think Valentine's Day should be everyday! I dont think it should be the one day where you profess your undying admiration for the one you love. Send them flowers on a random day, bring chocolates & candy just because it's been a rough week. Don't let there be an occasion, love is the occasion.
Yes Im single and thats perfectly fine with me. Im NOT bitter, I have no reason to be. I'm fortunate to be in a position to be meeting new and interesting people everyday. Im delighted that Im still open to the idea of being with a man and sharing myself with him however when it happens it will happen naturally and gracefully. I did have a valentine today though, (smile). No we didnt hang out or anything But the fact that 'he' asked was a really sweet thing to do.

Lovers, Remember to love yourself first! Everything else is secondary.

-xoxo

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

If

If I could burst out into tears right this second I def would. I've never felt more alone then right now. I just feel like no one understands to the fullest extent of how I truly feel. And it would be impossible to feel how Im feeling unless you were walking in my shoes. Who would've known it would be such a fight to get to your 'happy'?

Everyday giving up seems like the best option.

-xoxo