Being Me

Sometimes I hate the fact that I put other peoples feeling before my own. I'm always trying to improve life for others. I always want to do all that I can for someone out of the kindness of my own heart. I'm never looking for more in return than a thank you. Even if I don't get that I'm still willing to continue to do what I have to for that person. As everyone knows by now I'm leaving soon. I'm doing something for someone but kinda at the sacrifice of time. I'm racing against a clock! I now have three days to pack, make sure storage is ok, say goodbyes and etc. If I don't stay on schedule even an hour it throws everything off. Remember I'm still getting to work everyday on time. I can't afford to be late!! I just spoke to my dad and he kinda upset me. He just basically said I need to put myself first. AND when I'm gone people are either going to do for themselves or find another sucker. I hate when my dad is right!
-Jonez

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