Im @ the Cross / Road

What happens when your dreams and reality collide? Well I'm about to figure that out. I so desperately want to spend my days and my nights, sitting at my desk writing. I no longer want to come to work. I'm depressed that I spend ALL MY TIME at work, and this is not the type of place where u can sit in a corner and 'create'. I mean you can expand your imagination wherever you are but it starts to become a problem when you have "Real work" that needs to be done. I honestly enjoy my job, the hours are late, the work is fairly easy, and my co workers leave me be. But... Its not enough. Im struggling with fatigue, When I get home its late so Im ready to sleep. And in the morning I have to pry myself out of the bed. Common chores and errands have become such a major effort. I dont even have the time or the strength to go visit friends, talk on the phone or even do laundry( I fall asleep on the dryer). I know everything Im doing now is preparing me to be the best writer but I wish I could skip a few steps and just be famous already. ~Trist