Sunday, January 4, 2009

New Year, Same Crap?

First let me say Happy New Year,
Yes its been a while since you heard from me but I had to take a much needed vacation. I do hope that everyone can forgive me and we can return to our normal schedule programs?
When I decided to start a blog, I thought how much work could it be? Well Its a hell of alot! At that point in my life, I dont think I was ready to fully take on the responsibilities of 'TristanJonez @ blogger' but with things more in focus, I know now is the best time. Im still very much scared, I know I sometimes come off as this superwoman type of chick, but deep down Im a lil girl just trying to find the path that makes me totally happy. Yes, Of course, Im still searching, and planning and just trying to find out what pushes my buttons but I honestly believe its a journey that I should share...
Think about it, How often are we able to put all of ourselves out there to be seen, heard and judged? No masks, no fronts, no bull, its just me and you. In my absence, I've learned alot about myself and how strong & sometimes how sensitive I can be. I've watched as my comfort zone has been crushed and rebuilt. Dont get me wrong, I dont have all the answers, I prolly dont have the right ones either, but Im Human and Im entitled to make a mistake. If anything I welcome my mistakes, how else would I learn from them? Right now Im very, no extremely elated to be back and I know I have to work harder than ever to get back into your good graces but I welcome the challange with open arms...
~Tristan Nichole Jones

1 comment:

  1. Well I was asked to check up on you.didnt feel as if it would be the best thing cuz i kno how much u like to keep to urself nd all but i guess ill give it a try. "A Writer with much to prove"...lol. i like that.well u certainly are writin a lot.maybe you would like to take a break nd jus read somethin.if you do then go read my story.hope you like it.

    -essence

    http://www.goodreads.com/story/list/1689079

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