It Kills me...

So lately I've been feeling really down and its basically all because of work. While Im there I never let them see me sweat but at this point its not about sweating, its about moving on. I know that Im not afraid of anyone or anything except the future. Its always changing and its not like I know whats going to happen anyway. As much as I hate this job, its familiar, secure. Even with the old lady trying to go extra hard to point out all the things I don't do, my work still stand alone. Im the best person at the job and its ONLY because of my work. I not only type fast but I type accurately that alone speaks volumes. Im now trying to decide what I want to do. This is like planning for Los Angeles all over again. I know that I have to take a leap of faith but how do I know if thats what Im supposed to do at this point in my life? Travelling is sooo much more entertaining than sitting (thinking) about what needs to be done. To just be able to travel would make my heart soar!

Jonez