Ugh!

Im feeling so angry with my father! I may even be past angry, Im more hurt than anything to be honest. Dad makes up all these excuses as to why he hasnt did this or that instead of saying, my bad that I wasnt there when you needed me but Im here now. Sometimes I feel like Im the parent and he's the child and I have to teach him how to treat me. I have to teach him how this thing (father-daughter relationship) is going to go. He has to really understand its not going to be im calling and calling you and you dont get back to me. Im sick of hearing Im busy at work, ok so call when you get off work. Then its well your step mother is sick, ok I got it. However my stepmother is 'so sick' yet she finds the time to CALL me and see how (insert problem) is being handled so something isnt adding up. Im not going to keep callin anyone! Parent or not, Im not going to continue to do all the work and you sit back relaxing, nope not going to work.

From today on, until my father calls and apologizes for his behavior, we arent going to talk. As much as I have grown up and became an adult, Dad its time for you to do the same. Dont let your pride take over and you miss out on my life because you dont know how to admit when your wrong.

-Jonez