Sometimes what we think we want isnt exactly what we really want. Im starting to think my decision making skills arent the best thing in the World. My belief in people is non existant. I feel like I give you the rope to either do right or do wrong but after you've made your choice, Its now my turn to decide what Im going to do. I no longer have the patience to continue to give people chances, nor do I want to. I just want people to do as they say they are going to do the first time, we shouldnt have to continue to try to make things work.
Maybe I've been my own best friend for too long? Maybe I've adapted to counting solely on me for everything that I dont have the willpower to even be bothered with another human being? There are so many thought that have been going thru my mind lately that Im not sure where to start.
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