Jealous of me???

Now Im not the richest person in the World, Or the prettiest person in the World, Or even the SMARTEST person in the World so Why In the WORLD would someone be jealous of me? I do the best I can with what I have. I can't afford designer labels or bags but to me its never been about labels. I try my best to treat everyone the way that I would like to be treated but I do have times when my attitude takes over but Im old enough to apologize when Im wrong. Im one of the nicest people, you may meet but dont cross me, because my forgiveness doesnt come easy. I hate when people look at whats going (with me) on the outside and think damn she has it all. What you may see and what it really is, is two completely different things. Yesterday I learned a valuable lesson, people will and can look you in the face everyday but secretly hate you and everything you stand for. I refuse to let this person believe they have the best of me, because I could never let anyone see me sweat! What saddens me more is I actually tried to help this person but 'you can lead a horse to water but you cant make it drink'. Sometimes I want to be that 'mean girl' who spits on you while your down or make sure that you stay down. I know that every dog has its day so Im not going to worry myself about getting anyone back for words said. Look at what I am, IM A WRITER, so I have to respect someone's opinion although I dont have to like it!

To 'Nasty Jealous Girl'

If you dont like the life YOU lead then change it! You're the only one who can make the change in your life. Im sorry that I dont have sex with men for weed bags, Im sorry that I consider my body a temple and I make sure I take care of it(inside and out). Im sorry that I found someone who loves me for me and not what I can give them, or do for them! Maybe if you stop running around claiming to be a 'gang member', someone will want to help you. At the end of the day, all you have is family so once you eff that up, you have no one. But having no one is quite alright, if you can depend on yourself. Im sorry if I work hard for everything I obtain and I make sure I cherish all that I have. Im sorry if you think you have the right to treat me a certain way and Im going to allow it because even though Im a lady and fighting is for kids, Push me enough and I will BEAT THAT AS$!