Monday, April 13, 2009

Fool me ONCE, Im the damn FOOL (The Game)

Maybe...
I was blinded by love to see what was really going on, and Ive admitted that before. During the relationship, I was isolated from the rest of the world. WE created our own world, but It wasn't real. I was lied to and betrayed by someone who I gave my heart to. If I would've known the break up would have resulted in this.. I might had never dated him to being with. Its a shame that I have to deal with the aftermath. After being cheated on, lied to and disrespected, I made my exit. I wasn't raised to accept any type of ill treatment, especially when I did everything I could to make him happy.

Even after I broke up with him (due to his cheating) I was still paying the AT&T cellular phone bill (200$), his ConEd bill (100$-300$) and sometimes giving him money to have in his pocket. I couldn't see then that all of that was just his ploy to get me to be closer to him. I was done, in my heart, so I knew there would never be a relationship between us again. Looking back on it now, I see I should've cut all ties with him and kept it moving. Since I've stop talking to him as a friend, he has started making threats, harassing me, and just scaring the hell out of me. I'm scared that I'm going to be in Brooklyn, see him and he is going to hurt me. Bob has also broken into my storage unit and stole all my cleansers. Yes you read correctly HE STOLE ALL MY SOAPS!! Like who does that?

So I feel like that was my breaking point and he has to learn that this isn't acceptable. In addition to stealing from me, Bob has also had my iPhone service turned off but what he failed to realize is I can still get service!! I cant receive text messages or voice calls, however I can still broadcast TRISTANJONEZ.BLOGSPOT.COM!!! At the end of the day, I feel like he is trying to break my spirit, but guess what "BOB" that sh!t didnt work. It seems like nothing you try works out for you, I wonder why?
People, Remember you dont NOT have to tolerate someone disrespecting. Love isnt supposed to hurt!
~Jones