Blinded by the need to be loved and supported
Ignored my inner intuition to please your mental and physical.
Number one priority no longer being me but you and your happiness.
Waking up to realize this isn't the life I'd planned nor the life I want
Knowing what needs to be done but too scared to take the first steps
Listening to the apologies and wishing they were true
Enjoying the attention and affection but hating the criticism
Shielding my face while blows were thrown
Praying to make it through another day
Living scared but reminising about when times were great
Paranoid to get away from you, I knew you would keep your word and
kill me.
Getting driven to the emergency room with a black eye and broken ribs
Finally finding the courage to leave
Living again
Breathing again
And eventually loving again
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