Scared of LA?

It seems like my blog has become so 'predictable'. I have most of my postings already written and they are scheduled, just waiting to be released. Sometimes I feel like that's how my talent is... just waiting to be released. The move to LA was exciting, well it was supposed to be but now I'm not sure why I'm even going? Why am I hesitant about what I want to do? I have less than 30 days to really determine if I'm going to get on that plane. Since I was 18 Ive seen myself in Cali doing makeup or something in the entertainment industry and Now I have that opportunity to do all the things I've been dreaming of, so WHATS STOPPING ME?

Trist