Dead beat As$

I just got off the phone with my father and I realize it's a pointless cause. It's like he refuses to be a parent. Sh!t at this point in my life I'm not even asking him to be a good parent. I'm just asking him to be there! As the only parent I have you would think he would be my biggest fan/supporter, but NOPE! Do you know how frustrating it is to be ignored? Especially when all you want is to be acknowledge? Even my uncle jitterbug, who knows me vaguely has encouraged me more to follow my dreams with writing. When will parents wake up and see the potiential of their children? You know when? When it's too effin late. I don't have a grudge as my "cousin" Keith told me, I'm disappointed in my family's actions. Unless I'm hurting myself or someone else why is it such a big deal to support me? Sometimes I feel like fam is back the wrong horse in terms of support but time will tell!

-jonez

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