FEAR

As I was on the train Jazmine Sullivan's song "FEAR" came on and I so identified with it. I thought I would make a small list of things I'm scared of.

1. Scared that I'll fail
2. Scared that I'll never be good enough
3. Scared to let my guard down for fear that I'll get hurt
4. Scared that my mom wont be proud of the path I've chosen to take.
5. Im scared of being alone
6. Im scared of what the future holds, since I cant see it
7. Scared of love, for fear that it wont be returned
8. Scared of moving to Los Angeles and having to come back to New York.

I realize life is very short and I need to make the best of the life that I have now. The first step is to let that fear motivate me, but they say the first step is ALWAYS the hardest.

-Ya Bestfriend, Tristan J