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Today I woke up to feeling uninspired and unmotivated. Its such a dreary day to feel like doing anything. I know its days like these where I’m glad I don’t work on Monday’s. Writing has been my love since, but I have new loves and new conquests BUT which one is the right one? I’m faced with a decision today, today marks the day of a start, a new beginning, a new direction. I think attending school to perfect your craft is a smart move to make but this is still a big decision. Do I or Don’t I? I want to make everyone happy in the decisions I make but sometimes I feel like I’m not being true to myself. I envy the people who just know what there going to do when they grow up! I’m still finding what makes me tick. IS it bad that several things “do” it for me?

I had to call my dad! I’ve never been one for extreme planning, Im more of a get up and go type of girl. Planning your life tends to make you miss it and Im trying to enjoy every second. Even though Im very excited about my future, Im going to have to upset some folks with the decision Im making today. My heart and mind are semi in agreement, so Im going to turn Culinary Arts School down. Stay Tuned.

Jonez