Blame it on the Alcohol

So Im working on going out more often, esp after work. I usually just go home to write, brainstorm or edit. Im 23 and I should be hanging out, doing all the things I want to! How sad is it to be mid thirties having a crisis because I was too busy taking my life to serious to really enjoy it? Anywhoo, my cousin called me to come out, which was perfect 'cuz work was stressin'. I ended up going to the whitest white bar in the Tristate area. Appearances can be deceiving because I had the time of my life. Since my cuz had worked there a few weeks prior as a shot girl, we got free drinks. I'm really not a drinker at all, so it doesnt take much for me to feel nice. I think I over did it at the bar, I had two long island iced tea's as well as a tequila shot! (SMH)
I can understand why there are so many alcoholics in this world because when you drink you have this euphoric feeling that nothing matters. For that night, I forgot about family issues, frustrations at work, dating problems, I put all of those things aside and just let loose. WHAT A FEELING! Im not going to drink like that again, cuz the sick feeling afterwards SUCKED! All in all I had such a friggin blast, some of which I don't remember! (Laughing) ~JoNeZZZZ