Invisible

I was listening to Jennifer Hudson's cd a few weeks ago and when I listened to 'invisible' I felt like this song was made for me. After my mother died, I felt like I couldn't win for trying. Eveything I did, wasnt the right thing. It wasnt until I started making decisions for myself and exploring for myself that things became a little more clearer. No not every decision I made turned out to be the best thing but I had to learn for myself what worked and didnt work. I highlighted some of the lines that stood out the most. Enjoy! ~Jonez

Seems like I’m not here
It’s like I don’t mean nothing
Like glass unclear
Almost like you can see straight through me
I got questions but no answers
So tired of being confused and I
Don’t wanna stay right here and I
Gotta find my wings and fly

I gotta find me another way
Cause I don’t wanna stay another day
Time for a change in my mind
I’v opened my eyes I’m changing my life
And now I’m gonna live my life for me
Cause this aint how it’s supposed to be
No more standing in the back of the line
Cause I’m Invisible for the last time

Why can’t you see me
Do I really even matter
You changed me completely
And I remember how it used to be
I got question what’s the lesson
This can’t be it for me
This can’t be all I’m made for
And all my time wasted in this life
It’s my time to shine
No more feeling insufficient
I’m gonna make my own decisions
It don’t matter what you can or cannot see
I’m doing this for me