Saturday, August 1, 2009

Just Sayin'

So I've been thinking that I may put way tooo much of myself out there for the World to read. I honestly dont have anything to hide however I believe (NOW) that somethings should be left unsaid. I've been maintaining this blog for what? Six months or so? Well in that time, I've revealed a great deal about myself. I honestly believe I dont have any secrets, well I do but I dont have anything to be ashamed of. I've done things in my life which should be lessons to other people coming up. Its a fact that I've been homeless at the age of 18, that I tried to suppress my depression with men (For a while) that I was mental & damn there physically abused in a relationship, and etc but all these things made me who I am. All of these situations gave me the stories that I hold in my heart to write about.

While talking to a friend I realized that not EVERYTHING that happens in my personal life should be made public. I've always felt, I'd rather put the ugly sh!t out there myself then to have some (average Joe) come out of the blue with something about me. As I start to mature I understand my friend is right, AND IM WRONG. (See I can admit when Im wrong)Lately people have used my blog as a way to get information about me, which I can understand but dont try to use what you read against me. Remember I write what I WANT you to KNOW. Most times you can't take what I say to heart because sometimes Im over exaggerating the truth just to put some fire under your as$. So from now on my personal life will be just that effin personal.

-Jonez

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